why "the wimpy kid"?

DISCLAIMER: Emo post alert. Proceed with caution. lols.

i got that from a former friend. he once called me a "wimp". it was because i was weak and couldn't stand ground on basically anything. i was indecisive, i didn't wanna be the center of attention, i fade into the background, i was not a born leader, i had little-to-none social skills, i looked down on myself most of the time, and i had almost zero self-confidence. i was ugly. on every level. and so i said, it can't be like that for the rest of my life. i had to bank on whatever i have and improve myself.

and while i'm still in the process of self-improvement, i occasionally have "episodes" of inferiority. but don't get me wrong i'm not in the state of self-pity, i never was in that state. i just know that people are mostly better than i am, but i don't get depressed or sad or sit in one corner of my room, crying, silently banging my head to the wall like an autistic kid. haha.

i just need to feel good, that's what this is all about. kahit naman di typical pogi, ayos lang. daanin na lang sa charm *wink* *wink* LOL.

goodnight y'all! :)